I am sat here on a sunday night, craving. Not a chocolate crave, or a crave for a beverage. I am craving human affection. I am craving the desire of being wanted or needed. Im over the bad weather, but that desire to be wanted needs to be filled. I am panicking where this is … More Craving. Craving and craving.
Yes today is my birthday. A fantaatic birthday it has been surrounded bymy nearest and dearest. My day has been rocked by a downpour of confusion. I am left pondering upon my actions and the footpaths i need to take, which way to turn i do not know. My mind is like… a bowl of … More That sick cold
Ok… this is quite painful but it needes to be said. This is about my journey on a hurricane. The funny thing about myself is that i am a teacher and a trained actor however i am painfully reserved. What do i mean reserved i am reserved….. about my mind. Let me talk to you … More About time…
Its funny. 2 weeks change your perspective. A large event im my short life happened. I fell. A pit of despair and self pity opens up its mouth and takes you down. Down so far; i cant see the way out. Left right, up down all i seemed to do was frown. Income the wounded … More 2 weeks
Sorry ny beloved blog, its been a while. Alot has happened since the last blog. Let me tell me give you a wee lesson of love, but not human love but animal. By now a large amount of humans know about penguins and their desire for the opposite sex by presenting them with a stone … More Oh how ive missed you
I am now nearly a week down in my Easter two week break. It’s flying by. I don’t know if it is because I am sharing it with someone so every other day I have plans. That must be the reason for the break going so quickly. I thought i would catch you up with … More My wee break
Every morning i look at myself in the mirror and think to myself i am looking more and more like dad each day! These mannerisms are becoming quite noticeable, for example becoming house proud and increasing the amount of candles I have in one’s house and the other is through my car. CLEANED AND SMELLING … More Dad
there has been alpt of this lately.. I hope to explain someday.
Behind those green eyes of yours I see the truth. the truth of which I do not know I see. the pain seeps so deep, I do see you. let me enter the paradox. I try to understand the passing thoughts of yours which circle throughout my mind..But dodging the blemishes is a struggle I … More behind your eyes.
Right, today I have spent the day in London on a CPD course about understanding in more depth the 4 areas of SEN. The course as a whole was brilliant and I learnt loads. A large majority of the day I was around primary school sencos. I was mortified at my findings about the final … More Sorry this is a rant…